I’ve always felt broken. I’m insecure about how I look. I’ve got stretch marks, so I don’t like to wear clothes that show too much skin. I’m short. I’m lame.
I’ve got so many problems that I struggle with, but somehow this guy likes me and wants to be with me. And I just feel like he deserves something better than me.
My boyfriend said to me a few days ago how he thought one of my best friends (a girl) was beautiful and that it would’ve been bad if his friend (A guy who sorta showed interest in my friend, and he’s a kind of a player) has his way with her. He said something like “If he got her, then he got all of the beautiful things in life, and I don’t want that to happen”.
So what I got out of that was my boyfriend really likes my friend and would like it if noone else touched her. As if he wanted her for himself..
Yeah, kinda sucks to feel like he wants someone else, and says it to my face right after sex. I don’t even know what to think?